I can't stand the fact that I can't get help anymore that my Father has harmed my Relations with my Friends when I kept asking for help to help that guy that was fooling me to give him money when he was more than able to get out of the US, but plans to remain after I paid him over 1500 USD a few months ago. I now need help, I want to use my skills as a artist and I am planning to sell my PSP and Legos, anything that can help me get a drawing Tablet so I can Draw and Earn money back.

I am tried that I am STUCK here and unable to do anything but play games, send applications (Etc.) and Worry about next month of living, if I will be Forced to move to another state with my step father and mother.. I also hear that my blood Sister having issues and I worry about whats happening. I want to help... but now unable to help... I NEED help and no one is helping me. I tried everything and I have too much Doubt in my mind that my life will remain in a safe line. no one coming to my Rescue, to help me with my problems and helps me that works with my talents.

though I am able to keep my sanity because I have my computer. the headset I had broke. I get no help form my step-father each day, negative comments. times I want to leave, but No one wants me to move in with them.

I would Cry in Tears if my eyes wernt in pain form being betrayed and lied this last year.

so anyone that can help, I NEED it.