Since this Journal Entry

I placed 164 Applications within 1 year to this date, over 200 applications over 2 years. now no money... I am lucky I still have my PC, But heres my problem

I need to get my Computer upgraded and new equipment to make money again. I thinking of getting a Drawing tablet and new mouse, and new headset, the one I just hand broke.

I need to get a 3000 USD Loan but no job or Credit I can't get one... and I have no family that can or will sign for me... so I am a bit annoyed

sigh...